Things are going pretty awesome here!
there is Wi-Fi which is awesome..
S$5 for a full day pass.. but I doubt I'd be online the whole day.. LOL..

Food's great!
Shopping is AWESOME!
bought clothes I'd never find to fit in Singapore..

Taiwan's MRT is pretty cool.. better than ours if I must say..
and their public toilets are like spotless.. and there are even emergency buttons in each one..
just in case a perv is on the loose..

smelly tofu.. is nauseating.. and I SMELL LIKE IT NOW..
damn! that's what happens when you eat at the stall right next to a smelly tofu frying station..

so yes.. it's time for a shower and some shut eye..
another long day tmr!

miss you baby.. though I know you won't get to read this..

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time

Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

joint venture..
I think it's gonna be fun..
need to force myself to start doing and not just thinking..
be not da vinci but michelangelo.. haha..
realise all ideas..

been wanting to put this up in ages but never got around to doing it..
here it is now!

 

and check this out:

http://parasolcircus.livejournal.com/1580.html#cutid1

I am excited!
 

I love youtube!
I'm getting to watch alot things I've missed on BBC..
credits to turxxx..

http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=turxxx&view=playlists

if anyone is interested.. (:
 

they all left at around 3 in the morning?
it was a blast!
we didn't exactly do much in particular..
but it was the company that made it so great..
just sitting around and talking.. the usual.. =D

lotsa love to those who came! <3
char
jasmin
lesley
ning
mark
yelyn
yinling

I hope I didn't forget anyone.. my brain is still kinda fuzzy about last night..
this is what happens when you don't sleep for more than 48hours and suddenly get some..
heh..


submission was.. good..
It was the best I think I could have done in that amount of time..
and I was glad I wasn't obsessive and unhelpful..
seriously.. it's ok to be an overachiever..
but you're already overachieving and the people around you aren't..
and they are asking for help.. HELP THEM?
I mean like.. you are ALREADY gonna get a distinction!
STOP OBSESSING DAMNIT!

and I love sam hong!
he extended mmfund deadline..
which means I'm not screwed..
I am so inspired by that man..
I WANT TO JOIN IMD INSTEAD! =P

 

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!

I just wanna sleep and play dead for the rest of my life!
URGH!

):

I need to hire someone to do my homework..
I just wanna play and have fun..

maybe I should quit school and work hard at being a bum..
(NOT)

there is just something about carmen and shane from L-word..
I get so mesmerised watching them..
sometimes I forget to breathe..
the sexual chemistry is just so good..
they are probably the first on screen couple that has gotten me so obsessed..

I wish they have a sharmen spin-off..

yes I will be..
because at the end of the day..
I come back to a happy home and a cosy room..
when I need it.. I have open arms to fall into..
be it from family or friends..
and lastly.. He gives me many things to be thankful about..
yes.. I am blessed.. (:

because everyone fails to care enough..
the sooner we all realise that the better..
so either ALL of us should stop caring and the general apathy will make us oblivious..
or ALL of us should start caring abit more and make the world a better place..

caring however means giving a thought about others..
problem?
most people aren't willing to think more or they just don't have the brain capacity to..
sooooooooo..
people who do care should either just give up or keep on trying..

which will you choose?

I'm glad I knew exactly what I wanted to do during my hols..
I'm glad I spent it rather well..
it's like.. I'm reading all my classmates' blogs..
and they are moping about how they are so bored..
there is nothing to do.. and they wanna get back to school..
pretty sad don't you think? considering how school kinda really sucks..
and they give me this dirty look when I say I don't want holidays to end..
sorry guys.. I actually have a life.. deal with it..

well I only have a few days left..
gonna party till it's over!
whoooot!

no idea what is causing it..
but whatever.. I need to snap out of it..
it's driving me insane..

room's still half packed..
how annoying..
it's not like I'm not trying.. I just have too much shit..
and I'm too sentimental for my own good..
holidays are going to end..
monday come, I need to snap out of my AC-loving mood (heaven)..
and face hell (TP).. angst..

I need people to drag me out  for late night drives, supper, drinks, ice-cream and to chill..
and make me feel less guilty for not really "working" during my holidays..

this boy should be arrested..
how can anyone be so perfectly androgynous?
when I first heard tokio hotel's monsoon..
I thought the lead singer was a girl..
watching the music video wasn't much help..
sometimes I think I'm a gay man stuck in a girl's body..
(yes there is a subtle difference between that and being a straight girl..)

these are the fruit cakes I love.. (:

can't wait for a chance to work with all of you once again..
don't worry I'm not going to be all emo and mushy..
just happy to have you guys around me! <3

Your cruel deep eyes,
Your blood like ice.
One look could kill,
My pain, your thrill.

I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you, but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison runnin' through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains.

Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
black lace on sweat

I hear you callin' and it's needles and pins (and pins)
I wanna hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't wanna touch you, but you're under my skin (deep in)
I wanna kiss you, but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison runnin' through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains
Poison

One look (one look), could kill (could kill),
My pain, your thrill.

I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I want it too much (too much)
I wanna taste you, but your lips are venomous poison

You're poison runnin' through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains
Poison

I wanna love you, but I better not touch (don't touch)
I wanna hold you, but my senses tell me to stop
I wanna kiss you, but I wanna too much (too much)
I wanna taste you, but your lips are venomous poison

Yeah
Well I don't wanna break these chains
Poison

Runnin' deep inside my veins
Burnin' deep inside my veins
Poison
I don't wanna break these chains

I enjoyed it..
I enjoyed the process of it even more..
you guys light up my life..
you know who you are.. (:

going in and out of theatre and helping whenever I could during this week was the best way to spend my 2nd week of holidays..
I was glad I did so..
theatre sets my soul alight..
I come alive..
reminds me of my passion..
reminds me who I really am to myself..

I am possessive..
simply because it means so much to me..

I am thankful for the people He has placed in my life..

Raj always talks about reason, season, lifetime..
I choose.. a lifetime.. (:

Once in a while, our thoughts drift and fade, back into the recesssed hiding places where our memories are safely stored. At times we recell them- the mormories of our love, our youth, our life experiences. These dreams appear to us; day or night, and for seconds, minutes, or hours we are there once again.

Memory. Our mind's powerful processor of personal events. Powerful enough to remind us, teach us, hold us slaves, or free us. Memories of the past are forever suspended in our minds for instant recall and can have the power to possess our present lives.

Memories of love- no matter how distant the scene- can once again bring us the sweet joys of youth, just as it was then. No matter our age, we all sometimes long for things to be as they were then, when there were endless possibilities, when life was beginning and everything held pure innocence.

when it comes to theatre..
it's always a love/hate..
but I'm glad it's more of a love than hate nowadays..
I guess I'm not longer bound by the past..
and things have really changed..

I miss theatre.. I do..
it's kinda like escapism..
there is always something to meddle with in theatre..
keeps you from brooding over other things..
and you get to hang out with people and bond..

I'm rusty though.. but I guess it's also cos I was really tired today..
and I wasn't even prepared to do what I was doing..
was looking forward to a day of just watching rehearsals..
ended up being sucked into the usual vortex of teching and crewing..
tiring but fufilling..
and I guess I needed the exercise..

I am happy though.. contented..
it was a day well spent..
to bed now..